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From: steve to jill
Date: 10/07/03
Time: 12:58:59
Remote Name: 80.47.207.40
Hi jill, that was quick, i was just writing a few lines for gill when i saw your post.(first time on)..Yes i saw my doctor a couple of days ago, i asked him about my breathing, he just said with a smile...it's anxiety..if he only knew! There is nothing funny about it..lol...It seems to be my most problematic symptom that i get, i always seem to be focussing on my breathing to the extent sometimes of obbsession. I used to do a lot of sports football,swimming bike riding weight training, but since i started getting panic attacks i packed it all in..i am gradually starting to get back to doing some things but still feel like a shaddow of my former self emotionally. i still feel the same intelligence wise (thick)..and physically ok, just feel that this breathing thing sometime gets on top of me. if i have to wait in a que...forget it!...traffic jams!...I find it hard to travel...I keep putting myself through it all, either that or just lie down and die..lol...just trying to add a little humour. I havn't been on holiday for six yrs..I have also had to let a lot of good opportunities slip by, which also adds a lot of frustration to the way i'm already feeling...where does it all lead to?...i don't know...Back to this breathing thing jill, i would say that this and also the feeling of depression are my two biggest problems...if i could get on top of them i would be able to live and be the same outgoing person that i have always been..steve