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From: boo
Date: 09/08/03
Time: 18:06:17
Remote Name: 82.37.132.163
Well peeps im completely going off my tree,yesterday i discovered that my partners 14 yr old girl has started keeping a dairy and im ashamed to say that i took a peek and everything that i had said in haste or when i was having a bad day was recorded,i only skipped through it as the tears were rolling down my face to fast,im not a bad person but im at my wits end with living with her and when i found this i approached her dad who said that it was just her way of recording whats happening with her life,well im trying to maintain normal life but i rang her today whilst she was at her friends and asked her why she was putting everything i said that was bad in her diary,i know i should have left it but its been eating away at me,she pretended she couldnt hear me and then she said her credit was about to go,which it wouldnt have mattered as i rang her!!!!i had to ring her back as the phone went dead,i asked her why she was wrigthing about me and she said it was what was happening in her life,i told her that im 37 and i didnt want her to do it agin as im not comfortable with it,she didnt answer then the phone went dead,im so hurt as this isnt the first time that ive felt shit on by her and her brother,i know i shouldnt have invaded her privicy but im glad in a way as i know that ive got to watch my step around her this is the other problem do i leave her dad or stay please help im only 4 days away from seeing my doc and i know she will put me back on the tabsxxxx