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From: [email protected]
Date: 17/02/04
Time: 08:48:37
Remote Name: 68.174.69.97
Its 4:00am. You know why I'm up? Because three weeks ago I went off paxil because of insurance crap. I was as normal as it gets, just had some panic attacks. No problem here's 10mgs, no more panic attacks. Now I'm off a year later and here I am. My head feels like a electronic zapper machine. Pressure in my head, very irritable. Get pissed at the littlest things. Almost took a guys head off at the gym for drinking too long at the water fountain. I even feel these zaps in my fingers and arms. I'm having thoughts of breaking up with my girl. I love my girl. Oh and the dreams, before they were little sitcom fragments in my head, now I'm dreaming of epics. And I remember every color and every word when I wake up. Scared to sleep scared to stay awake. Paxil thanks for the memories but i loathe the present and future. All there is to do is go about my day and just shake this shit off. Thats all we can do, people we can fight this. Lets keep each other up to date on this stuff. Too bad they won't print this shit in medical journals. Probably wouldn't make as much money then. Well fuck you doctor so and so keep working on that miracle drug and we'll keep working on these web groups. Your Friend Zappy McZap Zap